‘Sometimes I Think About Dying’

“Star Wars” heroine Daisy Ridley goes hard against type in this indie dramedy.
‘Sometimes I Think About Dying’
Fran (Daisy Ridley), In “Sometimes I think About Dying.” (Oscilloscope Laboratories)
Michael Clark
1/24/2024
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1/24/2024
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PG-13 | 1h 33m | Drama, Comedy, Romance, Fantasy | 2024

Between 2017 and 2020, relatively unknown British actress Daisy Ridley starred as the lead character Rey in the most recent “Star Wars” trilogy. In between the three installments, she provided her voice for the animated “Only Yesterday” and “Peter Rabbit,” narrated and produced the magnificent documentary “The Eagle Huntress,” had a supporting role in the abysmal “Murder on the Orient Express,” and played the title lead in the so-so “Ophelia,” which was based on a character in Shakespeare’s “Hamlet.”

No matter what she does for the rest of her career, chances are Ms. Ridley will be most closely associated with Rey, and to her credit, she’s trying everything possible to escape the typecasting fate that more or less claimed the careers of her fellow “Star Wars” alums Mark Hamill and the late Carrie Fisher.

Fran (Daisy Ridley), in “Sometimes I think About Dying.” (Oscilloscope Laboratories)
Fran (Daisy Ridley), in “Sometimes I think About Dying.” (Oscilloscope Laboratories)
“Sometimes I Think About Dying” (“Sometimes”) is Ms. Ridley’s third post-“Star Wars” feature, and it is by far the best of the lot. This praise needs to be taken with a grain of salt as the others were two truly awful action thrillers (“Chaos Walking” and “The Marsh King’s Daughter”).

Suicide Versus Death

If this movie was titled “Sometimes I Think About Killing Myself,” it wouldn’t have worked on multiple levels. The rub is that relatively few people ever consider or commit suicide, but practically every self-aware adult in human history has thought about the inevitability of death in some form or fashion.

Based on the short film of the same name (itself based on a play by Kevin Armento, who co-wrote the screenplay), “Sometimes” stars Ms. Ridley as Fran, a drab, plain-Jane type, who examines spreadsheets and buys office supplies for an unspecified small business in northwest Oregon. Simply put, Fran is light-years removed from Rey in every conceivable fashion.

Fran gets along with all of her office mates inasmuch as she barely makes a peep while doing her job, and seems incapable of small talk on even the most basic level. During the entire first act (30 or so minutes), Fran speaks just six words.

Richard (Dave Merheje) and Fran (Daisy Ridley), in “Sometimes I Think About Dying.” (Oscilloscope Laboratories)
Richard (Dave Merheje) and Fran (Daisy Ridley), in “Sometimes I Think About Dying.” (Oscilloscope Laboratories)

A Hint of Romance

After the retirement of coworker Carol (Marcia DeBonis), her replacement (stand-up comedian Dave Merheje as Richard) is hired. Almost immediately, he has an effect on Fran. During a “welcome” meeting for Richard led by office manager Isobel (Megan Stalter), he and Fran exchange knowing, barely registering, fleeting glances, which is followed by a series of droll, deadpan, interoffice email exchanges.

For fans of either or both the British (Ricky Gervais) or American (Steve Carell) incarnations of the sitcom “The Office,” “Sometimes” will hit the spot. The frequent non-verbal humor is bone dry, and certainly limited in its appeal. If you didn’t like either version of “The Office,” you won’t like “Sometimes.”

Director Rachel Lambert makes many crucial narrative and aesthetic choices throughout, and most hit their mark.
Setting the story in the Pacific Northwest was ideal. The constant, foggy, grey stillness lines up perfectly with Fran’s low-expectation mindset. We get the feeling early on that Fran would love to break free of her barely-there life, but she lacks the motivation to do so. In her mind, boredom, tedium, and solitude are preferable to actually opening up to a man and possibly being rebuffed. Remaining an emotionally stilted, sociological hermit is favorable to rejection or being misunderstood.

Pretty Woman

It’s easy to see why Ms. Ridley chose to take on this challenging role. As Hollywood standards go, she is a very pretty woman, and, even with minimal make-up and unflattering wardrobe choices, it’s hard to hide her beautiful appearance, which might be the unintended point.

Being good-looking, or at least “attractive” by recognized movie standards, is an enviable start, but won’t help in making it to the finish line.

Fran not only considers herself unattractive but also believes she’s incapable of conducting regular human interaction. When Richard enters the picture, she recognizes this could change, yet is petrified that she could unwillingly do or say something to sabotage it.

Not everyone is an extrovert or a bubbly “Chatty Cathy” type. As the narrative progresses, it is clear Fran would like nothing more than to connect with people, yet is stymied by her own self-imposed hurdles. That Fran successfully clears at least one of those hurdles before the film ends is a significant personal victory, and it gives her a reason to keep moving forward.

Theatrical poster for “Sometimes I think About Dying.” (Oscilloscope Laboratories)
Theatrical poster for “Sometimes I think About Dying.” (Oscilloscope Laboratories)
The film opens in New York and Los Angeles theaters and begins streaming on Vudu on Jan. 26.
‘Sometimes I Think About Dying’ Director: Rachel Lambert Stars: Daisy Ridley, Dave Merheje, Marcia DeBonis, Megan Stalter Running Time: 1 hour, 33 minutes MPAA Rating: PG-13 Release Date: Jan. 26, 2024 Rating: 3.5 stars out of 5
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Originally from Washington, D.C., Michael Clark has provided film content to over 30 print and online media outlets. He co-founded the Atlanta Film Critics Circle in 2017 and is a weekly contributor to the Shannon Burke Show on FloridaManRadio.com. Since 1995, Mr. Clark has written over 4,000 movie reviews and film-related articles. He favors dark comedy, thrillers, and documentaries.
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