Communism: I Never Really Believed It

The Epoch Times Created: Apr 12, 2009 Last Updated: Apr 14, 2009
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Quitting the Chinese Communist Party

I have always thought that I was a good man, but looking back I realize that I had gradually lost myself. My mind and heart slowly became corrupted due to a long history of lies and deceit from the Chinese Communist Party (CCP).

Later (perhaps due to divine intervention), I had the honor of learning the truth of the CCP’s years of violence, suppression and its persecution of Falun Gong. Therefore, I would like to quit the CCP, which is an evil organization, and give up my belief in communism (although I had never really believed it). Even if I don’t publish this statement, I have already broken from the CCP from my heart. I hope that people who are still being cheated by the CCP develop a clear understanding of the truth as soon as possible and make the right choice. At the same time, I declare invalid all the words and deeds I have done in the past to benefit the CCP. These were decisions that I made out of ignorance due to the lies and propaganda of the CCP.

I am just a human being, and I do not want to be God, but I believe in God’s existence, no matter what form it may take. Therefore, I beg God not to give up on my family and friends. Please give me some time. I will try my best to let others know of this great deception so that they may recognize the truth and come back to you.

My mother is currently very ill, and she is about to undergo her second brain tumor surgery. I hope God can save her life so that she can be with me. It will give me the opportunity to atone for my sins and give back what I desperately owe my parents. God, please give me this chance! I have gone through a long, arduous soul-searching, and I intend to change my ways and make up for what I have done.

Declared by: Xiao Shanbo
From Fushun City, Liaoning Province of China

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